Sunday (July 8th) marks Jaden Smith’s 20th birthday and while peers and fans have been spreading the love, nothing is quite like the love of a mother and father.

In an Instagram post in which Jada Pinkett Smith uploaded a baby picture of a young Jaden in Diapers, the 46-year old star looked back on her growing boy and expressed the bittersweet feeling that accompanies his introduction to the life of twenty-somethings.

“Jaden is 20 today and I’m ALL in my feelings about it,” wrote the veteran actress in the caption. “I’ve enjoyed watching him get older until the teen dropped off the number lol. You’re still my baby Jaden … I really don’t think that will ever change:) Happy Birthday my love. Thank you for always making my heart smile.”